Jado ([info]jeroenwing) wrote,
@ 2005-04-11 07:21:00
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Current mood: nostalgic
Current music:William Shatner - Has Been

questioningly
Another night, another dream. (of always you?)

Wait, let me start over.

I've been thinking some things over lately. And while I realize that in itself is surprising, that's not all. What's been bothering me lately is that I worry about whether or not my friends realize that I do appreciate them, even if I do sometimes go long...really long amounts of time without talking to them. For some reason it's like, if a certain amount of time passes since I've talked to a friend, I fear that they think I'm a jerk for not staying in touch like a friend should.

[shrugs] I don't know. I suppose my ability to express the fact that I miss someone is totally inadequate. I never intentionally give anyone the cold shoulder, but it probably seems that way. In any case, I want my friends to know that I do appreciate them, and that nothing is taken for granted. Word.

I've got to be heading to work in a few minutes. This morning I'll be working with WonderBoy, who apparently knows everything, has been everywhere in the world, and has all the girls falling for him. Yeah. He's like the coolest guy ever, only that NOBODY REALIZES IT BUT HIM IN HIS MIND. And yet, he seems to be the manager's favorite - go figure.

[tick-tock, you don't stop]




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[info]tigre86
2005-04-11 01:18 pm UTC (link)
For some reason it's like, if a certain amount of time passes since I've talked to a friend, I fear that they think I'm a jerk for not staying in touch like a friend should.

No need to feel like a jerk, sometimes life grabs a person by the shoulders, spins them around really fast before letting go. We all do it...even if we don't mean to...it happens, but who can hold a grudge for real? It takes two peoplel to stay in touch....so the responsibility isn't all up to you.

You cold??? Nahhhh.

Lovely entry by the way, letting friends know you appreciate them deserves 5 gold stars.

Don't you love how that people that are sooo great are the only ones who are enlightened enough to be aware of the fact? ;)

Take care,
Nicole

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[info]webmaster04
2005-04-11 02:27 pm UTC (link)
So... if I could say anything to you right now, what would it be? First off, that I love you (of course). After that... I still don't know.

Talk to them, J. I can't say that enough.

You'll be fine, and you'll see that your friendships are still there.

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[info]ex_type40396
2005-04-11 06:01 pm UTC (link)
i don't miss irc.

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Guilty
(Anonymous)
2005-04-16 03:48 am UTC (link)
Don't beat yourself up over it, we're all guilty of this. I know I definitely have friends that I've somehow managed to fall out of touch with. I've been in a similar mood lately so I've been trying to go back and call people to see how they're all doing. Anyways, talk to you later cuz, I'm still looking forward to the vortex to hell that will surely form when we all get to hang out again.
Kyle

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(Anonymous)
2005-06-08 03:11 pm UTC (link)
"You and I move at the speed of light
One step at a time
We don't have to run"

Do you ever wonder if leaving will mend these feelings that we hold inside? Or will it just become a temporary escape from everything we've tried to run away from and block out? You and I have gone through so much... sometimes too much. I suppose I just wonder if we'll ever be free of the guilt and shame and fear that surfaces when we think we've finally found happiness.

I'm sorry for being the way I have been... you have never deserved my hate, and yet I seem to hand it to you on a golden platter. And yet, sorry is losing its significance. One can only say it so many times before the luster is worn down and the meaning is dull. I always wonder when I'll push too hard and you won't be there with your arms open to catch me again.

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[info]barbie_gurl04
2005-06-11 01:22 am UTC (link)
Hi mal will tell u who i am if u don't already know bye!

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Hey
[info]straponstraton
2005-09-11 05:02 am UTC (link)
hey,
I havent talked to you forEVER....hope you are doing okay

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(Anonymous)
2005-11-07 10:46 pm UTC (link)
WHAT IS UP J!!!! haven't talked to ya in a while. did you enjoy my rodney carrington? i hope so. anyway can't wait to see you at christmas time, amplitude is waiting for you! hey what do you want for christmas? i'm doing my shopping and all tommy can give me is an "i dunno" answer. so put a couple things on here and give me some ideas. that is if you see this before christmas because from the looks of it you don't get on here that often. but i'll be checkin if you do! later tater
katrina

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(Anonymous)
2005-11-25 04:34 am UTC (link)
you're such a hypocrite.

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